I have borderline personality disorder. Not the best opening line but it's a short cut to the pros and cons.This means Im super sensitive to others emotions to the point theirs become mine. Its exhausting and painful. But this makes me a people pleaser.
I will do anything to make you be happy with me as I cant stand the guilt of having you upset or disappointed in me. I will do anything to be told I'm a good girl. Feeling unworthy and unlovable can consume me so you would need to treat me like you own me. I would be your property. As an overthinker I crave the comfort that comes from leadership, rules and boundaries. Tell me what to do and how to be and I will submit and obey. Take control of me so I can take care of you.Bpd can cause me to become depressed, defiant and distant. You will either be patient with me in this time or strong enough to discipline me back into submission where I feel most comfortable and safe.I don't like praise or compliments. But I'll take all the head pats and forehead kisses you gift me.Make me feel safe and wanted and Im yours. Brand me, collar me, cover me in your scent as a daily reminder that I belong to you more than I belong to me. Please....
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